Back when I turned 18, I was finally able to delve into my own sexuality .
I could experience what I was always attracted to, instead of what people around me in my life were pushing onto me.
Being into subcultures like skateboarding and aerosol art, it was hard to find like minded people.
I remember being ashamed of what i was attracted to, big bulky men were not at all influenced in the culture I was part of.
People were really homophobic and cruel.
It's great being able to think back and make art about what i wanted to be making art about in the 1990s.
I was very self conscious and was worried about what people thought of me.
Now being older I don't worry about people's opinions as much.
Especially really homophobic negative people
